Readings
Old Testament: Exodus 34: 18-35
Psalm 40
Gospel: Matt. 5: 27-37
New Testament: 1 Thess. 3:1-13
Devotional
If your Newsfeed is anything like mine, then the seemingly impossible has happened: something has replaced coronavirus as the most-talked about thing on the Internet. I'm referring, of course, to news of the killing of Ahmaud Arbery, whose death at the hands of two white men in Brunswick has reignited our national conversation about race and racism
I don't know about you, but the emotions I have experienced watching the Arbery story unfold have swung from shock, to exhaustion, to despair, to cynicism, to anger, to sadness (with many steps and regressions in between). "This happened again? Another one of these killings in 2020?" And to rescue us from our uncertainty, here come all the old arguments again: systems vs. individuals, race vs. class, reactions vs. "wait for the evidence"... and to top it off, the feeling that this story requires something, some action from me. And so will the one after that, after that, after that... on into infinity. And somehow, there is the sense that most actions I can take are really performative for the sake of the Internet and building my power and following there, and that nothing I can do will really change things, will ever really matter. It feels like the Internet is a billion people banging our collective heads against the wall going "Its 2020, how can this sort of thing happen?" every three or four days... and yet racial strife remains.
The Bible will not let us sit out conversations about race. From the promise of Abraham in Genesis 12 to the redemption of the nations in Revelation 21-22, God is passionately committed to seeing all mankind united in harmony under His rule. The question is this: how is He going to do it? And what does it look like for us to participate?
Psalm 40 brings us answers, as God's News intersects with our news. It calls us to honesty, participation, humility, and hope.
The Situation: The Psalmist is in a pit, a hole of despair (v. 1). We don't know why for the Psalmist, but the past few days have demonstrated that we know what that feels like, even today. Apparently human nature doesn't change, regardless of the year.
The Response: The first thing the Psalmist does is cry (v. 1). This might seem pointless, but truly grieving what we have lost frees us from desperate attempts to get back what is gone forever. Some of us avoid grief by arguing and anger; some of us avoid it by despair. The Psalmist does neither. He cries. Have you allowed yourself to feel anything? Have you listened to others who feel deeply?
The Remembering: The Psalmist remembers the ways in which the Lord has saved in the past (2-6). This remembering frees the writer from the despair of the present. The Newsfeed isn't forever; God's mercy is. How has God sustained you and us as a people thus far?
The Reaction: But this remembering also compels faithful action in the present (7-11). It does not minimize the pain of the present, but empowers us to move into the pain of the present with hope. If God has not been faithful to sustain us in the past, then the best we can hope for is to gain safety by our own power in the present. This is the ethic of despair. But if God has been faithful to us, then we move into the present fearing neither man as individual nor men as system. Instead, we will do justice and love mercy and walk humbly with God. We will be righteous, come what may. Do you take your cues for response from God's Word?
The Recognition: When racism comes up in America, different groups emphasize different things. As a generalization (and here we go where angels fear to tread!) conservatives and many white people (including myself) are inclined to emphasize the individual nature of racism: it exists in the hearts of individuals. Liberals and many people of color emphasize the way that our systems themselves are racist. The Bible, sitting as it does in judgement over our discourse just like it does over everyone, refuses to submit to this false dichotomy. In the turning point of the Psalm, the Psalmist writes of sinfulness in the heart of individuals IN THE SAME VERSE as he writes about the evils which are so far beyond the scope of individuals that they threaten to overwhelm the writer. They are systemic, and experienced as such (v. 12). To live faithfully is to be at war with both our own hearts and the evil systems in which we exist. There is no sitting it out. And God's salvation must be accomplished both in our own hearts and in the systems in which we exist, or it is no salvation at all. Which of these biblical emphases are you inclined to dismiss or emphasize?
The Religion: If sinfulness is in the hearts AND systems of man, then the Psalmist knows something that we as Americans have forgotten: that our faithfulness will not be enough to transform the world. We need deliverance. The rest of the Psalm (v. 13-17) express the Psalmist's desire that God would deliver his people again. What if the exhaustion we feel at being unable to build a system that doesn't oppress is a sign that human beings cannot build that system? What if our exhaustion and despair could be, in some way, holy? What if our problem is that we haven't yet despaired of our own perfection, and turned to God and waited upon him? What if despairing of our own perfection would free us to care about what we could, and release what we couldn't to God's redemption? What if despair is the antidote to despair?
Summary: Step 1 is lament our tragedy. Step 2 is remember that God has been good: now is not forever. Step 3 is to react in righteousness. Step 4 is to recognize the individual and systemic contexts of sin. Step 5 is to get religion: turn to God for deliverance.
May God grant us peace, zeal, strength, empathy, courage and love for one another and our Lord Jesus Christ, who has bound us in love for him together with one another.
Hymn
The Lord is King
Prayer
Almighty God, whom truly to know is everlasting life: Grant
us so perfectly to know your Son Jesus Christ to be the way,
the truth, and the life, that we may steadfastly follow his
steps in the way that leads to eternal life; through Jesus Christ
your Son our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity
of the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.